leading a controversial life….
am I being clouded by my own thoughts?? I guess I am not too clear about my mind to make a statement. As my buddy Daniel the Transcendent Wannabe always put it, if you are the one who is feeling F**ked Up where others just feel fine, then the problem is with you, YOU ARE REALLY F**KED UP!!!
He is definitely a friend that squeeze you between your legs and bring you back into the Real World. Get you start to think about your own being. But then, humans are always about themselves, and this "moral" has been with us from the beginning when human roam the earth. How can we change? How can I change? A tough question to answer!
I have been doing some think since last night, yeah! Since I’m just a mere mortal. I need to think more for myself. Look after my rear more carefully. Protocols and procedures will be followed. Emails, teleconferencing, verbal agreement and so on will be documented no matter from who. More paper work, but less thorns pricking my back. That I can foresee. With this kind of selfishness, I might bring myself to a higher level of office politics..
One of my primary principle, and I quote:" If you want someone to remember you, you must be either extremely good or extremely bad; Being good and remembered is easy, make everyone hate you and they still remember you, that’s the challenge!" I tried the easy part and sucked hard at it. I think I still prefer the challenging part, it is my destiny!
World! Prepare to meet JC the Terrible!!!
